As I was drivng by myself today, these 2 songs came on back to back. It was like the "Aha" moment for me. My little boys will always be my babies. I pray that I can raise 2 wonderful boys, that are kind, understanding, have happiness, and a lot of love.
Though I often feel like our family is going through hell, we keep going. We try not to let this evil bring us down. We try to be positive, not to show to other we are scared. Truth is we are all scared shit less. But I hope and pray we can keep our spirits high and make it through this stronger than ever! I know Carson has show so many strength that know one has ever seen. He is amazing. Blake makes us all laugh and has a personality that can make anyone feel like it will all be okay.
Carson did not make his blood count number again this week. It is a relief and worry all in one. We worry that not having chemo will let the cancer grow, but a relief we get to have another 7 day break! I can tell you how excited Carson was to see Santa yesterday. He has been excited about Christmas but not as much as he was yesterday. He had a glow in his eye that I have never seen before. It made my heart MELT. It brought so much joy to Brant and I to see him be so happy, and excited. Blake was not sure what was going on and had stranger danger alert on his little mind.
I know I am their mom, but really they are the best looking kids ever! :)
We wish that everyone has a very Merry Christmas and enjoys every second of this holiday season!
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