I am forcing a smile in front of my kids. Inside I scream because insurance companies are annoying and have choose what they will and will not cover for his treatment. Really? I am pissed, angry and more hurt than I have ever been. Our child is sick, and you want me to call you and have you explain WHY you are not covering it on top of dealing with him being sick? No this is not how it should be! It is not fair. But what else can I do but put a smile on my face, because if I don't my kids will see I am upset, hurt and angry and they don't need that. They are dealing with enough. Carson going for treatments and being "tuff" about the whole thing. Blake going with the flow since what other choice does he have.
Really when you look at this picture, he could barley hold his head up. He was so weak. I am an out spoken person when I can handle dealing with one more thing, I will do whatever is needed to get awareness, and more money for research to find a 100% cure! If we find a cure for one Cancer, we can find it for all of them; I am starting with Childhood Cancer. No kid should have to be "sick" and no parent should have to face the fears that Brant and I are.
At least he is able to be a little normal. He enjoys riding his bike but always has to have Mickey mouse with him. He gives Mickey Mouse bandages, and always says Mickey's legs hurt when his do. He loves Mickey. I am thankful something makes him as happy as Mickey does. You would never guess this kid is sick. Our next phase of treatment will be more intense and not something I am looking forward to. I am also thankful he doesn't fully get he is "sick" and all the fears that could Intel.
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